Venting to No One.
I know no one reads my posts….but I feel like typing my feelings out…
So, it kind of breaks my heart that I could never do what I would really love to do in my future. For a while now, I’ve wanted to go to the Air Force, but fate won’t let it happen. I even had a recruiter in high school for a minute…til I found out that I wasn’t eligible.
I should be thankful tho. I’ve found the true meaning of love and would never give him up for a career that spreads us apart. One would say it would “put our relationship to the test”, but I already know how it feels to be in a military relationship from my past and it sucked. I’ll pass the second time around. Aha.
But Love has it’s way of not finding people and thankfully I was a lucky one that it hit.
So, theoretically..if love slipped past my way, I could do it if health were on my side. Asthma, eczema and my patellofemoral pain syndrome (knee problems) stop me from achieving that goal. I couldn’t even play volleyball for college because of my asthma and knee problems would be too much to handle.
I’ve had a couple of career paths in mind….all working to be in some kind of force. First, the Air Force (or anything besides the Navy), then a police officer..but I didn’t want to be a jerk. I don’t want to be feared by civilians but more towards being their hero, then, a fireman…or woman. I could still try to be a fireman one day. My husband and I both firefighters…that would be cute. haha
But it’s all working out, now. I have a plan.
My major is in kinesiology and my new career path is to become a physical therapist/athletic trainer. I know how if feels to always be in rehabilitation and physically be careful with my body every day. I wish to help those who want to get back out there and do what they have to do…whether it be sports, going back into the force, or even daily activities without having to worry about pain. So in a way, I’m still being a hero to them. And I’m satisfied with that. I get Loch every day AND my career, just what I wanted….I’m anxious for the future.
What I’m most excited for is what lies in my future…how far my education can take me & how thankful I am to have found someone to love for life….for us to be right beside one another in every situation of pursuing our careers as parents & workers. I’ll never leave him. Not even physically.
….can I just hide under a rock?
